I've been doing a lot of thinking - about everything. Not that I don't normally "think" it just seems that lately whatever I'm thinking about, mainly certain people, places and experiences; things that have happened, affects me in a deeper way than it had in the past. This might sound a little strange. It's just that now, as I am at home, life seems so monotonous. I work, go to the gym, sit in my room and sleep. Friday nights I go out. That's about it. Nothing else. The people I love the most are miles away and I cant see them; I barely ever get a chance to talk to them as we're all so busy all the time. I feel like I am stuck.